There's this raw raw feeling eating my insides.

Yesterday I went to Pasadena with my friend and her boy. We went to a lounge drenched in neon blue light. My friend and I pretended to be porn actresses, her boy being our director naturally. We danced and danced, he was the luckiest guy there haha. My friend hit on all the pretty girls while her boy and I giggled over our drinks as we watched. I flirted with the bartender and pretended to be French, oddly enough he spoke it, so that was a bit of a challenge. I wrote, "Try Harder" on a napkin I gave to him. When we got back to her boy's place they tried seducing me into a threesome, but I was much too drunk for that and chose the couch.

What an odd Wednesday night. Something much needed.