he called me
and we talked for a bit
i decided to end it
he asked me why
i said i cant see us
he said he never felt this way about anyone before
what changed, he asked me
what do i say here
that i'm heartbroken, demystified, and terrified to the point of nothing nothing
no, i can't say that but i try
so now we're friends
that know the truth of the dynamics
except he wants to fall in love despite of it all
and all i do is watch.