I'm in the middle
and
It might as well be nowhere.

Lost You in a Fever

I lost you in a fever
Where did we go wrong?
Now you're waiting at
The place we used to sit and talk
and it's all wrong
When did we go wrong?
I lost you in a fever
and it's hard to cool down
After running around for so long
Now you want me to come back home
but I forgot how to remember
How to be yours
After waiting for you to come home

I'd hold you down but you gotta be down

I don't want to lose focus
Remember why I'm here
To look for something that I can't define
An absence that haunts me

You don't want to lose focus
Fall into someone you can't define
Have their absence haunt you
Become something that you'll never find

Isn't it funny how we spend our entire lives trying to avoid what we become?

You can only be as good as you want to be.

You can only be as good as you want to be.
That is what she told me.
And I thought,
What if I wanted to be awful awful,
Take the road always traveled.
And she said,
Just remember what you'll see
When you look back.

I'm here because life is too short to wait for last call.